--==Wednesday*~*June 22*~*2oo5==--

Hello everyone, Um, Came here to say I'll be leaving xanga for a while [ probably until school starts ] but I'll still be around giving people propz! =D Anywho, Today is such a drag [ bo0o0oring..... ] Anyways, Goals over the summer!!!

-Goals-

1. Lose a couple of pounds!
2. Try to stop cussing... [ oh boy thats gon' be hard ]
3. Listen to my mom and dad more? [ eh ^^" ]
4. "Reactivate" my skills in BMX [ ugh havent ridden one since last year -.-" ]
5. Change my closet! [ so many t-shirt....... I barely wear t-shirts now mostly wear Aero's ---- ugh preppy side commin' through? ]
6. Get my hair layered [ yes, that is a goal for me because I rarely ever cut my hair so getting it short and layered -.-"..........yea ]

I think thats it......... hahahaha ^^" Oh wait!!! Last but most important goal!

7. Get over him completely!

Have a great summer everyone!

Mai

                                  --==Tuesday*~*June 21*~*2oo5==--

Hey you guys! Whats up? OMG today was totally tiring! I went to day time class at the dojo for the first time! Appearantly another sensei teaches that class. I mean don't get me wrong his cool and everything, But omg giving us PT like that is crazy!! Okay lets count "Run in place for like five minutes, 50 push ups, sit ups, leg lifts, mountain climbers, " then after that he gave us "active resting" [ this is where the only thing touching the ground is your toe's and your forearm ] and that hurt my abbs so bad. Then he made us run around the dojo 20 times [ which I thought was ridiculous ] then he was like "Run in place, 50 push ups, sit ups, leg lifts, and mountain climbers again!"

I thought I was going to die!! I was so thristy! I was about to black out but I stayed on the floor [ HA! I'm so proud of myself! =D ]

Anyways, As much as I say "I'm over him" [ I'm so totally lying to myself ] I don't get myself sometimes. I know that everything was an illusion from the beginning and I'm still here waiting.... haha I'm an idiot - - - Oh well. Anyway, Today was interesting, I got hit in the face by a guy I didn't know. I was trying to stop the fight and him being a f*cking as*hole just hit me in the face. Ofcourse knowing me, I hate it when people hit my face so without any control what so ever I hit him in the jaw which brought his attention to me. Then he was like "What'd you do that for little girl?" and gave me a scary look like it was suppose to actually scare me. [ right..... the only thing I'm scared of in this world are bugs, spiders, ghost, and being alone... ] So I looked at him and was like "You hit me in the face you asshole". Then the manager came out kicked both of them out of the place and I got to stay! =D So It's all good! Dude! I so totally can't wait till' this friday!

OMG I've written such a long entry and I havent realized it! LoL sorry!! Well I'm gonna go bye!

I love this song ::Scar: by Papa Roach:: though this song is over played.

Mai

                                --==Monday*~*June 2o*~*2oo5==--

My annoying yet lovable puppy!! He looks like his an angel [ but trust me his not ] His spoiled rotten by my mom and dad!! He has his own room, bed, ice cream, car seat [ yea weird ], and everything a kid has. Maybe thats why his called the "baby" of the family?? [ LoL ] But I love my puppy though!

Anyways!!!!!!! Today felt so totally weird I woke up at 7:30 a.m. and I was like "Right now, I'll be in the lobby being stupid with the rest of my friends" I mean yes I'm glad school is over but then I'm not --  I mean this year went by really fast that it just doesnt feel like school is over, you know? Anyways, I'm going to go get ready for the Dojo =D bye!

Mai

                              --==Sunday*~*June 19th*~*2oo5==--

Hey Everyone!

I'm so over him! [ not really but in a process ] I talked to a friend today and she is feeling the same way I do so we were like "No guys are worth our tears -- no exceptions either!" So yea!!

Anyways!! New layout [ again ] Like it??

 Mai

                               --==Saturday*~*June 18*~*2oo5==--

Hey People,

How the heck are you suppose to get over someone when the only thing you can think about is that special someone??? It's kind of hard impossible if you think about it.  You know.........Anyways, went to Farm Fresh and bought alot of junk food [ and when i say alot I mean alot ]

Things To Do Over The Summer

Most important thing is ==> Get over him!!

+ Trip to Cali
+ Trip to FL
+ Trip to Philippines [ havent decided yet ]
+ Trip to Ashville
+ Trip to Pennsylvania 
+ Trip to the Cabins
+ ROTC Summer Camp
+ Karate Summer Camp

Mai